My life as a teenager

My life is like a movie. And you know I don't feel like acting, and thats when reality kicks in. I go home, and cry a whole river. People just don't know how I feel, and that's the problem. They focus on me, and call me dumb, but they don't know the story. Well the truth behind the story. My heart aches every night when I close my eyes , and think of him. I love him yall, and that will never change. But I hate him because of what he did to me. I stiill cherish ever moment that I spent with him, and wish I could go back to those times. I would've avoided every argument because in the end I need him. I know he needs me to. But, a man will be a man, and I can't change that. But, I won't tolerate the cheating because I'm worth more than that. Maybe be we are meant to be in another life. But you tell me you love but we are not together, so it's meaningless to me. I wish I could just tell the world what we been through then they could understand. But I want real love. For someone to love me unconditionally. The flaws, and all. And wont leave just because I'm a little chubby, and mean at times. But I have a good heart, and if you are that significant other in my life, I ride or die. And that's on my life. I see you with other girls, and I cry inside. But my other side tells me " to learn to let go." But my heart is like quick sand, and I can't move. I wish I never met you sometimes. I wish the day I saw you in Hirsch hallways, I would've kept it moving. But I felt a connection between the two of us. The same connection that was lost September 5, 2008 when you told me you talked to her. I wrote down everything we ever did. From the first time you kissed me, until the we first had a fake breakup. All the holidays we spent together are over, and someone else is getting all your time. The person that is reading this probably thinks he doesn' t love me, but I'm Wifey. Kno dat! but he needs his space, but I can't wait for you. I try to move on, but I can't. Ughhhhh! I'm so sick of love that I wish I didn't have any love in my heart. But you know what I will always love you without a doubt, and I can bet that maybe not in this world, but in the next one we will meet again.

What does "clothes make a person" mean to you?

First off, clothes are a big part of peoples' lives. But some people take it too far. Some get materialistic, while some don't even have clean clothes. But, it depends on what type of person you are if the clothes make you. If you are a cool person, then people like you and your clothes. But, if you are the arrogant type, people would down grade you. But what I do like about the saying is you can be different in clothes. You can have every style in your wardrobe.

If I recieved any kind of money, I would....

If recieved any large amount of money as a gift, I would jump for joy. Money isn't everything, but sometimes it is. First I would give my family some. But, not alot because after all it is my money. Then, I would give my bestfriend some money. Lastly, myself for Christ sakes'!!! I would get some micros, and go on a huge shopping spree. I would buy all types of designer clothes. And, I can't forget the shoes. I would be a whole different person for a day.

What would i do if one hotdog is left, but me or my friend hasn't eaten

First off let me say I love my bestfriend. She means alot to me because of all we've been through. She is like my otherhalf. Or like my twin sister from another world. But to start with the topic me and her would share the hotdog. Esecially if both of us are hungry, we need to eat. So her being my best of them all we would share it like their is no tomorrow. And make sure there is nothing else to eat.

Downtown

Downtown is the best part of Chicago. It has marvelous places that shares Chicago's history. It has one of the Great Lakes, and briliant hotels. It is also home of the Navy Pier. The Navy Pier is a place that reminds you of a huge carnival. Then downtown has some of the best events. Especially in the summer. The annually Taste of Chicago is hosted downtown. All types of people come to this event. At the taste you taste different foods and experience the Chicago life. Overall downtown is a good place to have fun.

Ultimate Driving Experience

Once upon a time I was riding in my Monte Carlo, with my bestfriend Jasmine. We were going to Iowa to see our other friend. We didin't pack any clothes because we were planning on going on a major shopping spree when we touched down the new town. Gas money wasn't a problem because we had just found a million dollars. So, it was just so crazy because I didn't know how to drive that well, but this was a trip of a lifetime. So, we were on the road, and I was just speeding bumping all Gucci Mane. I was just cruising thinking "pick a lane, pick a lane, that's all I ever heard, but im just tryna swerve, without hitting a curb." So, we finally made it to Iowa, and had so much fun. But, while going to the mall, we got in a car accident. My car was in a wreck, but remember I had a million dollars, I went, and bought another car.

The bravest thing I ever done is...........

The bravest thing I ever done is when I took up for a lame. It really isn't brave, but it is. It was me, and all my friends. We saw some other coming our way, so they started talking about them. I mean, im no goody to shoe, but I felt bad that day. Well anyways, my friends were talking about the girls really bad so I said something. Next thing you know, me and my friend is arguing. I didn't want to argue with her, but, I felt like that was disrespectful. I felt brave because I took up for someone without having to fight.

Morning Madness

I wake up in the morning off of Gucci Mane's "Ms.Perfect. That song gives me a reminder of how perfect I am. Then I notice how sleepy I was from staying on the the phone so late the night before. I then go look in the mirror, and brush my teeth, and wash my face. Next, I get in the shower, and get dressed. Uggghhh! Here comes the long bus ride to Hirsch. I curse about how much I hate the school, and how in January, Hyde Park better get ready. Then in school I go to Chemistry in patiently waits for the day to end.

Goals for next semester.

Next semester I plan to get no "F"s. I had a "F" in Geometry and I plan to do better. It seems like I do very well in all my other classes but when I step foot in that class, I shut down. Then, when I leave, I'm right back on a good pace. I hate any type of Math. But I love money without a doubt. I've been like that ever since I was little. Everyone knows that. It's like I can do the work. But I choose not to do it, because it's too complicating. I try my best but I can't do it. Well, recently I have been doing better, and I'm pretty impressed with myself. Keep up the good work!

Me N My Friends

I have 4 bestfriends, and I love them so much. Tweety, Dawana, Samira, and Tahira. They are the closet things to me from family. They relate to me on so many levels its ridiculous. I think we are meant to be sisters. (But maybe in another world.) I have shared so much with these girls. We have cried together and the whole nine yards. I cant really think of anything to say right now because they put me in a soft spot. When I think of them I think of all the times we shared together, and try to picture our future plans. They are some of the people that makes my life complete. I love you girls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Something not very many people know about me is........

One thing not many people know about me is I am a very sensitive person. I have a very strong pride but sometimes that gets in my way and I become sensitive. I take alot of things to the heart and people dont know that about me.( I know some of the people that know me are saying they didn't know that about me.) But its o.k. I don't feel bad about it at all. It's just that I have to show people that Tenisha don't take too much from anybody but at the same time I do have a HEART.

The worst thing a parent can do to a child is.......

The worst thing a parent can do to their child is abuse and neglect them. A child needs company all the time , and a parent should make it their first priority to be there for them. By not having a parent around the child could make some bad mistakes in their life. I know people should learn from their mistakes but a parent should be there to help them through their problems. Another if you abuse your child all the time , that can mess them up for life.

Things that irritate me the most............

I'm a picky person, but one thing that irritates me the most is:excessive noise. I really, really hate that. I want to go insane. Then, some people just do it, to do it. Then, that makes me more irritated. Another thing is when people put my name in stuff. That makes me so mad. I feel as if I don't talk to you, you shouldn't be discussing me, or my business.

I hate bieng irritated. That makes me even more irritated than before. I get frustrated, and feel like I don't know what to do. I just want to pop off, and explode. Then, I want to cry when I can't do anything about it. One person that really gets to me is my mother, and she knows that. She edges things on because she knows I can't do annything. Then, if I do say something, I suffer consequences, and that is irritating.