Friday, January 30, 2009

How To Cure A Broken Heart

First off, I want to say how painful it is to have your heart broken. It feels like you have no purpose anymore because oyu lost your betterhalf. Then when someone brings up that persons name you think back on the never ending relationship. But after a while you have to learn to let go. You first start off by erasing that persons' name out of your phone, and mind. Next, you get familiar with not being with that someone anymore. When you see that person you act like you don't. Then when he's with her you talk to somone around you to let them know life still goes on without them. That's so funny to me because when you first break up it seems like a glass has bee shattered. Then, I can give so good of advice, but I'm curing my hear right now. I know the time will come. But, it does not happen over night. Lastly, don't go places where you know he will be. Even if you all have the same friends. You have to fall back for a minute because all of your memories will fill your heart again.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Bad But Turned Out Good

When I was in 8th grade i had to go to summer school. Not because I failed the test or anything. But because my attitude was terrible. I got suspended over 5 times for dumb things. But anyways I had to go. I was so embarrassed and frustrated. Every morning I teary eyed because I felt like I wasn't supposed to be there. When summer school ended I was so happy. I made it out alive. Then when I got to high school, I promised myself I would try to do better. My freshmen year I had to go for a half a credit. But this year I promised myself I wouldn't put myself through the misery again. This promise wasn't made to be broken.

Monday, January 5, 2009

My Winter Break

My winter break was alright. I say that because I went through alot over the last two weeks. To explain, I lost my bestfriend. Not to violence or anything. But something much worse... which as pettiness. But first off my Christmas was decent. It was a time to be with my family, and that's what I did. We laughed, and talked like a family is supposed to. Not arguing, and fughting like on a regular basis. Then, on the 26th me, and my friends went to the mall. We had so much fun. The security had to put us out of the mall. Then they brung the horses out, and everything. It was just so crazy. Then later on that night I got into a altercation with someone, but thats thats not up for discussion. Then my New Years was okay. I also spent that time with my family. But my New Years' resolution was to get on better terms with my mother. Also to not let love, which is so natural to me ruin my life.